02/10/10

Why do I want mentioning this day? Since is was a surprising day to me. In the morning, I went to school, carrying Laopo from Prangin Mall's bus-stop. Next, we went to school to tuition as Kelvin Chan is willing to give a helping hand for those participating SPM's student this year. Discussing the notes which is given by him, he also told us the story about the poem. Two hours passes swiftly, he have to go at that time. Hugging her in my car; meanwhile, I also told her something. At that moment, rain falls heavily as well. For me, hugging her in my car and sleep, I feel the feeling quite nice which is I ever need.

After bringing my mum home, I went for car wash at the Padang. Irritating at the workers as he kept on asking me to do that and that! Ultimately, I unable to endure so much, approving what he want me to do. Actually what he want me to do is ok to me; however, I has been 'killed' by him, cost 20. It is not worth to do that! After I had washed my car, going to auditorium for watching 'The Templest', I do not even know how to spell Templest, I might not that.

Even though it was not very funny, but...as long as I enjoyed, right? For the dinner, I fetched Laopo going to Fettes Park to eat western food. Ordering a Maryland, a Holland Fish and two bowls of mushroom soup, I were very full at that time, and another one mushroom soup is wasted. I am very delighted as I could have a dinner with Laopo. That was my first time of having a joyful dinner as Laopo accompanied me.

Hence, this day is very special to me! I wish I could have chances to accompany Laopo having dinner or whatever again!

Prepare facing the SPM

Time passed time, day passed day. Yeah! I am meaning that I have to face a big trouble, that is SPM. Before facing it, I should be confronted the upcoming event, trial exam in school. What that I need is, I have to do-well in trial; however, I cannot study in the day! Stresses become a part of my life. I might still being that origin, have not overcome yet. Hopefully, I could study well next day.

Well, my beloved and I have been spending a month peacefully. Erm... actually not the first month not peaceful as we had quarreled second times, and I am the first one quarreling with her. But now we are spending a calmly life that I ever want.

Last week being a sucks day as my teacher just merely marked my essay, in fact, that is related whole class. If there were no errors, then he meant I copied from others. What the hell, what teacher you are?

Attempting overwhelm all the torment for I can study well!!

Long Time No See

I did not touch it couple weeks ago, quite miss it. So, taking advantage of updating it when I free now. And also, I'm in the relationship since two weeks ago. I wish everything would be easy, as long as she treat me good; however, believing in her that she will treat me as good as she can. Of course, study also is my aim now...that's why I will not fling study away though in relationship.

These couple of weeks, happens bad and good things in school. Nevertheless, being a lot of good thing to me since it makes me happy all the day. Firstly, my friends and I went to hike on national day passing soon. In spite of not seeing him at that time, however, we had funs at there. That was my first time hiking to '5'. Owing to the sun rising gradually, there became a hot place, then we went back to the original point unwillingly.

'I will be hanging up on dota', this sentence is written by me, but now I'm still playing it. SPM still remaining 75days, for trial exam, it will be coming soon (5/10/10). I promise here, I would do my best, for next year UEC, I want to score an excellent result!

Deciding to stay!

Eventually, the basketball competition which is held by our school was wind up on last Monday. Even though we lost in the final match; nonetheless, we were happy as we all trying our best at that time, meanwhile, the spirit never gone since the first match until the last match. Although we had injured because of they playing rude, colliding we all roughly; whereas, staying steady to play with them since we are schoolmates after all. Next day, Jack left the school because he went to Heng Ee's sport class. Owing to being first time to get second place, exciting match to me; therefore, it is worth of recalling.

Amazing that I got the third place in table tennis in men single that held in school on Thursday and Friday. Knowing John play with me willful as he busy for tuition. For the mixed double, I got the champion. Frantically, I was frightened then since my partner did a lot of mistakes. Fortunately, overcoming all the stresses in the end, then I only can get the champion.

I heard from Kelvin says, A-Level kinda expensive. It is approximately more than $600 per month, after heard from Kelvin, I shocked. Considering to stay at school one more year for study as it is cheap compare to colleges. Finish discussing with parents, deciding to stay though it is hardship now. No matter how hardship it is, I will try to overwhelming, and here to yell out loud: 'SS2 guys, We Fight again!!'

An insufficient b'day party

30th July is birthday of miss Lye who was my form teacher taught we guys since 2006 to 2008. So, my friends and I celebrated her belated birthday for her at Tanjung Tokong, Paradise beach which is a place of pleasing to the eye. In fact, the party start at 2.00a.m, and when I arrived there, my friends already roasted some food such as Satays, chichken's wings, sausages. Some of them prepared the food in home, for example salad and Bee Hon.

Firstly, roasting a sausage for myself and it seem like very nice, so ms.Lye requested me to roast another one sausage for her. Of course, I am willing to help her baked as she taught we all no matter how hardship there would be. And chichken's wings was so nice which is prepared by John's dad. As a result, those foods is quite nice to me.

After having some food to fill my stomach, I joined my friends to play some game beside the sea. We moved to more deepest place gradually, the water level attain exactly my body, leaving my head on the sea; however, it was so fun to me as we all played 'Chop' in the sea. Half an hours later, ms.Lye got to go at that time. We had singed birthday song before she left. Afterwards, she left we there after finished the cake, and we go on to our game again.

When we upsurged, Lok asked we rush onto the beach abruptly since six persons was stung by jelly-fish. I gave an advice for those stinging by jelly-fish to utilize own urine to apply the wound, meanwhile, Guo Rong says to use sand to apply as well. At that moment, a 'professional' scolding we peoples who have vehicle, it was supposed to send to hospital. Actually not so serious; whereas I'm losing my mind at that time, going to crazy, in the end, I sent them to hospital.

The fees was so expansive, they only gave some medicine and cream to apply the wound, then it worth for $110. Irritating with the cure!!

I thought that day supposed is a wonderful day to we all; on the other hand, it was a very bad day to me. Hence, that is reason why I mean it as an insufficient day.

Recall through the song

Aiming on my physic in trial exam to get 80% above, even though I have done two sets of model paper this afternoon and it shows me the result was 70% and 73%. Actually it is not bad to me; nevertheless, as I aiming on 80% in trial, since then, I need to work hardly for attaining my target. Additionally, some subject I need to catch up also such as chemistry, add.math, mathematic, EST and biology. In spite of remaining 120 days from tomorrow to SPM, I shall do my best as much as I can.

I like to enjoy song due to relaxing myself, pleasing my mind in a period. Some song can let me recall, memorizing before the day that I had spent, of course it contents happiness and sadness. Playing it continuously, becoming bored and depressed; ergo, I prefer that when I under down or alone, only play it. Being recall the thing at that moment, owing to time spending breakneck, and definitely it cannot roll back as well, thus, enjoying the moment when I play pleasing songs.

Enjoying Nature

Owing to not loving my beloved anymore, I am losing my mind now since I desire to get her; on the other hand, no longer love her now. In fact, I do not know what happen to myself, losing all feeling abruptly, I attempt hardly; whereas, the feeling does not come back to me. It makes me feel upset and depressed.

Definitely, I am not a gay! Knowing that I still loving girls, but how could it happen to me? Wishing I could recover as a ordinary swiftly, trying to make it out.

The study group has been created two months ago. As a result, the member of the group's exam result raise gradually. Not even in exam, when doing exercises we understood a lot as well. Last week Saturday was the parent's day, my form teacher told my mum, showing my result to my mum. He says my result improved a lot, only the mathematic. He encouraged me work hard on it since I want to be a physicist. Ordinarily, add.math supposed difficult than mathematic, surely mathematic can get highest mark than add.math. But my situation is different than others.

I had visited ICGSE and A-Level book lately, it makes me shocked and broaden my mind, it shows how complicated physic is. Actually, I like it so much but it is too expensive,my eyes scanned everywhere in Porpular, there surely have difference types of physic about A-level, but I do not have money as next week need to celebrate my ex-form teacher's birthday; additionally, I spent too much money recently.

August is coming soon, hoping I could score As in SPM. Aiming on physic to get A+ now. The last, I want to enjoy nature.

...' I scared my BF jealous =( '

The last, I got my moment up to talk to her, requesting her private number as well. But, I received a bad news, that was her rejected my requested as she scared of her BF jealous. Wondering of her have a BF now, but I do not know the fact yet. However, I would not give up on her easily since I know she just gave an excuse to me. 21th is approaching, I will give her a special present, but it does not has any cost as it is just a simple present. And I know that, it is really special to her, and rarely to be given by around of her friends.

This morning, I fetched my mum went to school due to being parent's day today. Luckily, sir did not give, giving bad comment to my mum, also, he praised me in front of my parent as my exam result is further increased. But, the bad thing which is said by him is...' As a Chinese, how come your mathematic so bad?, peoples will laugh at me. '...What a nice quote!!!Hurt me so bad. But all of the thing that he said is true, so I started receiving comments from others, and I wanna study pure physic, my mathematic should be strong.

Preparing for my next target - A-level, as I know what I want to be now though it is quite difficult and challenging, but I know I can overcome it at all. Now, setting an aim on SPM, that is minimum 6As - physic, chemistry, biology, mathematic, add.mathematic, EST. These five subjects I supposed to score in SPM, for the biology I need to score as I promised my teacher before. If I could scoring the rest such as moral, english, history.

Energize myself !

Thinking of what method can speed up studying and energize myself this few day. Finally, I force myself to study logic that given by Lao Zhuang two years ago. Previously, he had discussed those questions for we attending the camp, but I already forgot it at all, so I was studying at 1200 just now. Three of ten questions are chosen by me randomly. The first question I utilized 10 minutes to solve, the rest I do not even know how to solve as it is too difficult to me. For physic, we need to think so much on it, despite thinking, logic is important in physic as well. Growing my IQ with studying logic, thinking logically through it also. So now, forcing myself do one question per day. Hoping it could help me a lot.

Seeking what I want to be, studying when I at university. I like phenomenon and want to know about the phenomenon occurs. That is reason why I like physic so much.

Yeah, in the end, Kevin already took an action to the stupid - we are eliminate the stupid now, quite fun as he talking to we but nobody bother him. Realizing that he still gossip we at Siang Cherng them, luckily, Siang Cherng had told me everything, and they also feel irritate with him also.

I promise, I would get her phone this week as next week is her birthday. So, getting her phone as fast as possible. She look so beautiful in white that day, she colours my mind when she smiled at me. I'm trapped in your beautiful eyes, smile...do not even know how to rescue myself now!Just I wanna say, I love you..

Starting to countdown for SPM

Gosh!!SPM is approaching, still remaining 141days from now on. Believing all of my friends are undergoing nervous now, including me as well. If time could roll back, I would study hard since now I am feeling hardship, having a lot of torment now.Sign, I just can accept the truth coming to me. So, I will do my best for coming trial exam and SPM! But I am gonna lose my mind and interest on study lately. Firstly, overwhelming all the unwanted minds in breakneck!

Glad to receive the result of biology, chemistry, physic. The marks are 57, 64, 71 respectively. As these subjects improving a lot, especially is chemistry and physic I got the highest in the class. I wanna break record, hope I could get above than 80 in trial exam.

Last week, we busy for preparing lisan, copying moral project from Monday to Friday. Nervously, when pengawai came to my school for lisan. But, starting chatted with her, felt she is a nice person. Before they came, thinking of they would bad to we all. Now, preparing for next week oral test! I hate it so much as I do not like to memorize!

Lok and Kevin had an accident on yesterday as falling rain heavily, his motor could not stop well, so crashed on the motor in front. Fortunately, both only had a light injured, and while falling that time, at the back did not have and car, or else...That is why people says that often, Road is always dangerous for every motorist.

I do not see her this week...only the few minutes to see her face...so...

The way that I like

Last week, the most happy thing to me was you were smiling to me when I saw you.Until now, I would not forget the moment as your sweet smiling to me. The crashing, just like the mathematic 'one plus one,again plus one....non-stop', I'm not exaggerating now, it really is truth. I gonna lose my mind, attempting my best to let you know, but the most important is, I do not even dare to figure it out. Believing the love makes much senses!

The next day-Friday, it was teacher's day.Performing the drama together with friends. It was crazy as we all acted as girls, and organizer held an activity which was beauty pageant. Whole school students laughing like crazy at the moment.But, I realized the suffer from girl now.

Upset on yesterday as my brothers fought together, thought both of them got nothing harm, but...I don't wanna mention in here.

One of the three teachers coming on last week, he already left to school today as he may not endure the torment, environment at Phor Tay, instead of a teacher who came today, she is master in environment engineering, teaching we Biology(UEC).She only 24 years old, but she already got the master...it is formidable to me.

Over the weekend

Today is the last day of mid-year holidays, tomorrow need go to school for study as before.Sigh, why the time passed like breakneck?I don't have enough time for rest and relax yet.Whenever, it can't stop moving because of me rest not enough, so, I just accept the truth coming to me.Despite that, I've spent kinda fun holidays.Firstly, on the first week of holiday, we attended to school for activity which is dancing for the upcoming performance -teacher's

day in every morning.Though the second week was not like that as my friends went to kedah as attending the science camp, but I had fun in this week as well due to playing Dota,really

didn't play it long time ago,when getting beyond godlike,I'm feel so excited!

But the most meaningful week is the first week, Wednesday to me as going to beach together with my friends.Playing fool and chatting there, now only received the pictures snapping at there.The pictures are shown as below.

Lok and Jayslyn are promoting ...

Yummy

Using pictures to recall the way back then.

Mostly, playing Dota with my friends on second week when they already came back from Kedah. Seriously, we do dancing on this week, but some individuals are 'put airplane' to we. Infuriating with someone that always like childish, what the hell do you want?Ya, especially is him, keep on acting his style - 'pretend clever'! For example, Kevin already informed them today need to practice, I believe the rest wanna spend father's day with their dad, unless him.He doesn't give any reason to Kai Jie, letting we wait for him around an hour!Fucking bitch!I don't wanna write your business in my blog, that is INSULTING to me !!

In fact, I wanna watch movie in holidays, but failed. Agreeing this holidays really less entertainment compare than the March holidays to me.

Okay, calling of the holidays, its the time to study hard now for SPM examination. Now, I under the nervous as SPM is approaching, the first day of SPM is 22/11/2010. And this year SPM is quite fast, 13/12/2010 is end up...but me 14/12 as I took one more subject - EST.

The new beginning, hopes all of you could overwhelming, successful throughout the rest of the year with my sincerely wishing!Gambateh to you all and I, let us forward together, fight the SPM!!!

A wonderful night

09/06 Wednesday - Nothing special in the afternoon.While evening,about 4.15p.m I fetch Jin Cai,Jayslyn and Lok went to beach -Paradise for enjoying the sight of sunset.Before went to beach,firstly,going to Queensbay with them unless Jayslyn as her feet not so comfortable to walk,due to I wanna buy somethings at there,since then I without considering went to Queensbay with Jin Cai and Lok instantly.But,I could not find the thing that I want,went to fetch Jayslyn instead.

When I already arrived at her house,she asked me waiting for her several minutes,approximately 30minutes as she wanna bath first.Quite long,but it is okay.After finished bathing,finally she came out.I saw she walked with taking walking sticks,sensing she is quite hardship to walk,at the moment I really wanna cancel the outing.But happy is written on her face,and I do not want to see her felt upset,just fetched her went to there.Glad to see her as I already long time did not see her.

When we arrived beach,I saw the time and it already 7.15p.m.At this moment,we supposed seeing sunset,but not as the rain just finished falling.So we only could listen to the water wave when it is approaching to the beach.I worried Jayslyn at that time as she wanna play water,luckily,we did not allow she as her leg really trouble to her.Then,I spotted her emotion feels like upset,so I asked them going for dinner,and I no want to stay there long.Jayslyn,but I promise here,waiting for your leg fully recover,I will bring you go there again!

During dinner,we had fun too.Right after that,we went to gurney for taking pictures.Difficultly,finding a parking lot used 20minutes something.In the end,I parked in the parking lot in gurney,I really do not want to park in there as parking in there costly.Then,she wanna go to washroom,I just followed her.Feeling so shy as we waited for her just outside the female washroom,when peoples across there they felt weird.But it is okay,as worrying she.Waiting for Keong,we all went for McD...after he came,we wanted having desert and asked him paying for us.Haha,he really did that,but he bought all the Sundae Cone,sweat la!

Unless my friends,that was a wonderful night to me.Seriously,I never came out with girl until midnight,Jayslyn is the one that I ever meet.Since then,getting a scolded by parents..so bad.As he wanna use car,forcing me back as fast as I can,so I speeding...want to apologize for those sitting my car on that day,especially Jayslyn as she had an accident before.

Despite getting scolded,I felt it was a delighted night to me as I speeding at night!!sweat.It is not important,the most important was we were spending together on that day.It was a wonderful night to me,and you all as well!

Raining day

Yesterday,I went to school by using car.During on the way to school,I saw a place has flooded.Its kinda high,when I wanted to move,I really felt frighten then as I did not know my car could break down or not.I parked beside and wanted to get a help from individuals living there.In that moment when I opened the door,I saw two cars just across the flood water weather getting damaged.Since then,I only followed them.Listening the water spurted impacted my tyres was moving.An old man asked me to stop due to sweep the water away,but I did not bother him,continue to move.Then,the water all towards his house again,he sweep again and again as car keep on moving at there.

When I arrived to school,I only saw five individuals at there.I watched on my phone,it shown me 8.55a.m,but teacher still had not come yet.Very weird.After he came to school,he gave the reason was had an accident on the road.What a funny reason,did not see Kai Jie them late.As he said before,ensuring us learnt a lot things,but he just marked exam paper for us,the rest at behind din like hell!!In the end,we no wanna stay at there,so we outting around the area by Kai Jie's car - Vios.That was delighted as vios differ,the shockproof really pro,when the car crashed on the uneven surface,inside really feel like nothing.So,do not buy Malaysia car,lousy one!

In the morning,I woke up early as wanna practice dance.Preparing everything was okay,how do I know,outside being raining.And today my second brother wanna utilize car,so I only went to school by motorcycle.In the half way - Burmer Road,the rain fell heavily abrupt.I attempt to drive to school as fast as I can.Reaching to school,I thought I would be the latest,but,I spotted to motor park,found that myself not the latest as still remaining four individuals do not come yet.Furiously,wait for them really wasted our time as we wait them from 9.30a.m to
11.00.Jun cannot attend as he still at Johor,Cai cause his father not allow,Eugene injured on yesterday.Only you,did not give reason.Are you think youself worth for waiting?

Right after that,here exactly five individuals,so went to netcity play dota.The first match was excited to everyone as all the ten players also nearly full set item,and lv25.When they pushed,we defended,while we pushing,they defended as well,using 76 minutes to end them,really delighted!In the end,we won the match.For the second match,though all players had not arcieve lv25,despite that,it was a nice match as well.For me,the first match really fun more as I have been long time no play Dota,now still can endure 76 minutes,when we won the match,five of us yell out loud.lol.

When I only can success??Blaming on myself uptil now!Sign...

First Day of holidays

...Finally,I failed the date to her.I did not even dare to date her all along,but,I think an idea making friend again,and my friend think it so.Suffering in holidays as I forced myself cannot chat with her,waiting for the next two weeks get her phone from her friends.Hoping her friend could help me.I am wondering why do I so dare to talk with other tuition mate (girls),unless her.If I have dare to talk,it might be a piece of cake to me.

Practice dance for coming teacher's day in the morning.First,I fetched mom went to market right after that,I knew them had not arrive school yet,so back to home online a while.In the end,it is correct..lol.Enraging with I do not have any pendrive.I had one before,but it was useless now.Wasting a disc for burn a nearly four minutes movie!Bonomana - Super Junior,our performance is Sorry Sorry,referencing both to dance.

Unfortunately,in the moment that we want to back,Kai Jie's car sudden cannot start the engine as it has no more power to supply.I remembered this morning,using his car I did not switch on the hazard light,but why he opened his car shows the hazard light was switched on.It impacted his car lost the battery. Embarrassing to him as I made it...but I felt weird,I really did not switched on it.

Luckily,Kelvin Chan came back to school a while,so we asked him for a help.Firstly,he used two wires connected its battery to battery.Switching on the engine,it was startable.Thanks a lot!The wire seem like necessary in vehicles,I want telling to parents about it.

Finally,exam was over.Since then,feeling relax right now.And,Hoay Chin and the rest,left us in the end.Sign,last year be like this as well,feeling upset for those left us.Below are the pictures,but just only five pieces.

Serious Snap I

Genting Highland I

Genting Highland II

Genting Highland III

Serious Snap II

Even though,I wishes three of you all the best,the best things throughout the year!!Bye bye.

Forward,the last day!

My head almost cracked just now as doing physic.Luckily,prepared before or else I do not know what will happen.I trust myself,I can get the better result this time,as I know now,some subjects really improved a lot.Tomorrow will be the last day of exam,despite that,I still need hardworking at night too.Biology,wait for me ya..

Sien,the finish of mid-term exam and mid year is approaching,and they will leave from school soon.Blessing to individuals leaving the school on tomorrow!!I hopes that,new teacher can close-to-close to us easily after the end of this holiday.

I want to yell out loud as I have torment just now,but it was overcome.Hoping the last paper -biology could be easy,do not so tough.Even its tough,I will attempt to do as much as I can!LOL,what offline mode saying before,because I online now.

I am undergoing nervous now since I do not know how to date her on tomorrow.I no want to miss any chance.What will occur on tomorrow??I do not know,but I just do my best as I know 'TRY' my best is lousy one,only the 'DO' my best can make everything success.

I wishes she could wear the same colour T-shirt with me,then I can utilize the fool for communicate with her.Everything would not be changed with my sincere wishing as I like the way you are!

Offline mode

Glad to have a English exam just now as I knew how to write an essay.For the paper two,I did not have enough time to do,so the part of summary will be killed.Seriously,the part of most 'Damage' might in the section c -IF-,I do not even know what does it say.So regret as teacher mentioned in front of class,I just nodded to him and did not pay attention in his class.Essay...fortunately,I keep on visiting her Facebook lately and saw her photo album.I remember her description in the album that went to Singapore.I have good writting due to your 'album',thank you =)).

Time passes as fast as breakneck,a year passed.Last year,Easy,Yi Huey,Jinn Hui and Chuan Haur left us on the time.Now,turning into Max,Jayslyn,Xiu Zhen,Wen Yi and Hui Chin,this Friday will be the last day in school.Max already left the school today,I think the way back as we were happy in that time when you were our sport teacher even though you are 19 yearsold and before you are my friend too.Arounding my friends keep on leaving me,but me...what about me??I'm still the person waiting there??I suppose to fly now,as time can not passed back,even more it can not wait me as well.

Thursday:Physic
Friday :Biology

The rest of subjects are shown as above.Two days and three days remaining to study physic and biology respectively.So,I'm forcing myself to make a offline mode these few day,after exam will feel relax right after that can online everyday!

Before go to the offline mode,let me say something in here.I sense upset as holiday nobody spend with me since they all go to science camp and Guo Rong go back to his hometown.Irritating that I cannot go to the science camp!!But I attempt to date someone to know one another more.Hopefully I could success on Friday.And good luck to myself for the rest of the exam!!

A Brand New Blog

Hi there,I'm not a newbie as I had a blogger before,but it was no longer used.Don't know why do I wanna change a new blog,I might just enjoy.Hopefully,I will enjoyable this new blog by the way!

Friday,I paid a visit the temple with my friends right after that went to Lim Yen's house for celebrated her up coming birthday.First,fetching Kai Jie them to the Fatties Park to buy cakes then went to the Sunrise fetched Nian Horng and Sien Joe as Kai Jie wanted them to attend his girlfriend birthday.At that moment,I picked six individuals in my car.Frightening a blocked by cops as my car already overloaded.Luckily,didn't meet on cops on the way.

At night,I went to tuition by using car as my dad utilize my motorcycle at that time.Playing fool her on Thursday as I said she wore same color T-shirt with me.She asked me what color I would be wearing that night,I said 'Black'.Ya,she really didn't wear black color,she wore a white T-shirt.But me,wearing white shirt as well.Then she commented me as a liar.LOL.

Asking you on yesterday,if I wore same color with you next time,why should I do??You agreed me to take it off..zzz

I wanted to study on yesterday,but Guo Rong asked me went to NetCity to play.Bo huat,just companied him.

Hoping that I could date her on next Thursday either Firday.God bless me!