Recall through the song

Aiming on my physic in trial exam to get 80% above, even though I have done two sets of model paper this afternoon and it shows me the result was 70% and 73%. Actually it is not bad to me; nevertheless, as I aiming on 80% in trial, since then, I need to work hardly for attaining my target. Additionally, some subject I need to catch up also such as chemistry, add.math, mathematic, EST and biology. In spite of remaining 120 days from tomorrow to SPM, I shall do my best as much as I can.

I like to enjoy song due to relaxing myself, pleasing my mind in a period. Some song can let me recall, memorizing before the day that I had spent, of course it contents happiness and sadness. Playing it continuously, becoming bored and depressed; ergo, I prefer that when I under down or alone, only play it. Being recall the thing at that moment, owing to time spending breakneck, and definitely it cannot roll back as well, thus, enjoying the moment when I play pleasing songs.

Enjoying Nature

Owing to not loving my beloved anymore, I am losing my mind now since I desire to get her; on the other hand, no longer love her now. In fact, I do not know what happen to myself, losing all feeling abruptly, I attempt hardly; whereas, the feeling does not come back to me. It makes me feel upset and depressed.

Definitely, I am not a gay! Knowing that I still loving girls, but how could it happen to me? Wishing I could recover as a ordinary swiftly, trying to make it out.

The study group has been created two months ago. As a result, the member of the group's exam result raise gradually. Not even in exam, when doing exercises we understood a lot as well. Last week Saturday was the parent's day, my form teacher told my mum, showing my result to my mum. He says my result improved a lot, only the mathematic. He encouraged me work hard on it since I want to be a physicist. Ordinarily, add.math supposed difficult than mathematic, surely mathematic can get highest mark than add.math. But my situation is different than others.

I had visited ICGSE and A-Level book lately, it makes me shocked and broaden my mind, it shows how complicated physic is. Actually, I like it so much but it is too expensive,my eyes scanned everywhere in Porpular, there surely have difference types of physic about A-level, but I do not have money as next week need to celebrate my ex-form teacher's birthday; additionally, I spent too much money recently.

August is coming soon, hoping I could score As in SPM. Aiming on physic to get A+ now. The last, I want to enjoy nature.

...' I scared my BF jealous =( '

The last, I got my moment up to talk to her, requesting her private number as well. But, I received a bad news, that was her rejected my requested as she scared of her BF jealous. Wondering of her have a BF now, but I do not know the fact yet. However, I would not give up on her easily since I know she just gave an excuse to me. 21th is approaching, I will give her a special present, but it does not has any cost as it is just a simple present. And I know that, it is really special to her, and rarely to be given by around of her friends.

This morning, I fetched my mum went to school due to being parent's day today. Luckily, sir did not give, giving bad comment to my mum, also, he praised me in front of my parent as my exam result is further increased. But, the bad thing which is said by him is...' As a Chinese, how come your mathematic so bad?, peoples will laugh at me. '...What a nice quote!!!Hurt me so bad. But all of the thing that he said is true, so I started receiving comments from others, and I wanna study pure physic, my mathematic should be strong.

Preparing for my next target - A-level, as I know what I want to be now though it is quite difficult and challenging, but I know I can overcome it at all. Now, setting an aim on SPM, that is minimum 6As - physic, chemistry, biology, mathematic, add.mathematic, EST. These five subjects I supposed to score in SPM, for the biology I need to score as I promised my teacher before. If I could scoring the rest such as moral, english, history.

Energize myself !

Thinking of what method can speed up studying and energize myself this few day. Finally, I force myself to study logic that given by Lao Zhuang two years ago. Previously, he had discussed those questions for we attending the camp, but I already forgot it at all, so I was studying at 1200 just now. Three of ten questions are chosen by me randomly. The first question I utilized 10 minutes to solve, the rest I do not even know how to solve as it is too difficult to me. For physic, we need to think so much on it, despite thinking, logic is important in physic as well. Growing my IQ with studying logic, thinking logically through it also. So now, forcing myself do one question per day. Hoping it could help me a lot.

Seeking what I want to be, studying when I at university. I like phenomenon and want to know about the phenomenon occurs. That is reason why I like physic so much.

Yeah, in the end, Kevin already took an action to the stupid - we are eliminate the stupid now, quite fun as he talking to we but nobody bother him. Realizing that he still gossip we at Siang Cherng them, luckily, Siang Cherng had told me everything, and they also feel irritate with him also.

I promise, I would get her phone this week as next week is her birthday. So, getting her phone as fast as possible. She look so beautiful in white that day, she colours my mind when she smiled at me. I'm trapped in your beautiful eyes, smile...do not even know how to rescue myself now!Just I wanna say, I love you..

Starting to countdown for SPM

Gosh!!SPM is approaching, still remaining 141days from now on. Believing all of my friends are undergoing nervous now, including me as well. If time could roll back, I would study hard since now I am feeling hardship, having a lot of torment now.Sign, I just can accept the truth coming to me. So, I will do my best for coming trial exam and SPM! But I am gonna lose my mind and interest on study lately. Firstly, overwhelming all the unwanted minds in breakneck!

Glad to receive the result of biology, chemistry, physic. The marks are 57, 64, 71 respectively. As these subjects improving a lot, especially is chemistry and physic I got the highest in the class. I wanna break record, hope I could get above than 80 in trial exam.

Last week, we busy for preparing lisan, copying moral project from Monday to Friday. Nervously, when pengawai came to my school for lisan. But, starting chatted with her, felt she is a nice person. Before they came, thinking of they would bad to we all. Now, preparing for next week oral test! I hate it so much as I do not like to memorize!

Lok and Kevin had an accident on yesterday as falling rain heavily, his motor could not stop well, so crashed on the motor in front. Fortunately, both only had a light injured, and while falling that time, at the back did not have and car, or else...That is why people says that often, Road is always dangerous for every motorist.

I do not see her this week...only the few minutes to see her face...so...

The way that I like

Last week, the most happy thing to me was you were smiling to me when I saw you.Until now, I would not forget the moment as your sweet smiling to me. The crashing, just like the mathematic 'one plus one,again plus one....non-stop', I'm not exaggerating now, it really is truth. I gonna lose my mind, attempting my best to let you know, but the most important is, I do not even dare to figure it out. Believing the love makes much senses!

The next day-Friday, it was teacher's day.Performing the drama together with friends. It was crazy as we all acted as girls, and organizer held an activity which was beauty pageant. Whole school students laughing like crazy at the moment.But, I realized the suffer from girl now.

Upset on yesterday as my brothers fought together, thought both of them got nothing harm, but...I don't wanna mention in here.

One of the three teachers coming on last week, he already left to school today as he may not endure the torment, environment at Phor Tay, instead of a teacher who came today, she is master in environment engineering, teaching we Biology(UEC).She only 24 years old, but she already got the master...it is formidable to me.

Over the weekend

Today is the last day of mid-year holidays, tomorrow need go to school for study as before.Sigh, why the time passed like breakneck?I don't have enough time for rest and relax yet.Whenever, it can't stop moving because of me rest not enough, so, I just accept the truth coming to me.Despite that, I've spent kinda fun holidays.Firstly, on the first week of holiday, we attended to school for activity which is dancing for the upcoming performance -teacher's

day in every morning.Though the second week was not like that as my friends went to kedah as attending the science camp, but I had fun in this week as well due to playing Dota,really

didn't play it long time ago,when getting beyond godlike,I'm feel so excited!

But the most meaningful week is the first week, Wednesday to me as going to beach together with my friends.Playing fool and chatting there, now only received the pictures snapping at there.The pictures are shown as below.

Lok and Jayslyn are promoting ...

Yummy

Using pictures to recall the way back then.

Mostly, playing Dota with my friends on second week when they already came back from Kedah. Seriously, we do dancing on this week, but some individuals are 'put airplane' to we. Infuriating with someone that always like childish, what the hell do you want?Ya, especially is him, keep on acting his style - 'pretend clever'! For example, Kevin already informed them today need to practice, I believe the rest wanna spend father's day with their dad, unless him.He doesn't give any reason to Kai Jie, letting we wait for him around an hour!Fucking bitch!I don't wanna write your business in my blog, that is INSULTING to me !!

In fact, I wanna watch movie in holidays, but failed. Agreeing this holidays really less entertainment compare than the March holidays to me.

Okay, calling of the holidays, its the time to study hard now for SPM examination. Now, I under the nervous as SPM is approaching, the first day of SPM is 22/11/2010. And this year SPM is quite fast, 13/12/2010 is end up...but me 14/12 as I took one more subject - EST.

The new beginning, hopes all of you could overwhelming, successful throughout the rest of the year with my sincerely wishing!Gambateh to you all and I, let us forward together, fight the SPM!!!